Why your anxiety might also be a super power

Happy new year everyone! I don't know about you, but during 2020, I often felt like a helpless bus passenger being driven towards the edge of a cliff by incompetent politicians and powerful business interests. I feel this way about climate change all the time, but the pandemic made the feeling so much worse. All … Continue reading Why your anxiety might also be a super power

While you scream inside your heart, please keep working.

So, 2020 hey? What a trip. I don't know about you, but concentrating on my work when the world feels like it's up in flames, literally and figuratively, has been, well - difficult. In order to keep my shit together in front of students and co-workers I've been, as a Japanese theme park put it, … Continue reading While you scream inside your heart, please keep working.

Imposter syndrome is not real, but I call mine ‘Beryl’.

I hate to fail. My failure avoidance leads to a tendency for overwork. I drive myself harder than any manager will, mostly out of fear of failure rather than love for the work. My feelings of insecurity make me a good employee and student, but they also put me at risk for burn out and … Continue reading Imposter syndrome is not real, but I call mine ‘Beryl’.

Where I call bullshit on the way we do the PhD

There's a looming economic crisis in higher education. Perhaps you have lost work already and you're wondering how you will support yourself (I'm really sorry). It's hard to know if you'll get more or less teaching next semester and what form it will take. Will it be online? Or face to face? Maybe your courses … Continue reading Where I call bullshit on the way we do the PhD

The Valley of Deep (Covid) Shit

In my last #pandemicpost I asked - should you quit (go part time or pause) your PhD in this global pandemic? One month later, not to put too fine a point on it: the world is in pretty deep shit. Everyday life has not got back to anything resembling 'normal'. There's a dawning realisation that we … Continue reading The Valley of Deep (Covid) Shit

Should you quit (go part time or pause) your PhD during Covid-19?

Some of you might have noticed I recently put the blog on 'pause' -  for the first time in ten years. I am not a week by week blogger. I like to make space for creative inspiration to strike. For this reason, I always have at least six months of content 'in the pipe', waiting to … Continue reading Should you quit (go part time or pause) your PhD during Covid-19?

You have to believe that what you do matters

Greetings friends. I hope you had a summer or winter break wherever you are. I'm back early this year because Australia, where I live, has hit the world media for all the wrong reasons. You might have seen the horrifying footage from the South Coast. My  oldest friend, who was holidaying there, sent me this photo, which … Continue reading You have to believe that what you do matters